~Acrystrla~
The
dark engulfs my silent world,
And night becomes my home,
I stare into the black I love,
And endlessly I roam.
With each new turn I drift away...
I'm lost and can't return
Yet oddly, I don't really mind.
There's much for me to learn.
But somehow there is something wrong,
It's not enough for me.
I'm not allowed to have my peace
Until I wake to see
The one thing that will make my life
Much better than before.
Although I don't know what it is
I want it even more.
I search the darkness aimlessly
And know not what I seek.
My effort seems to be in vain
But then appears Monique.
Through the myst as if a dream
She forms within my sight
With glowing eyes and arms outstretched,
She pushes back the night.
No words escape her blood red lips
And yet she calls to me
She traps me with seductive stare
Yet I feel no need to flee.
My flesh and soul belong to her.
I can't deny her now.
I find myself in front of her
Bent deeply in a bow.
With one hand underneath my chin,
She lifts my face to hers.
Like a hungry, happy cat,
She sighs, and then she purrs.
Her red lips slowly start to part,
Revealing fangs of death.
With no protest at all from me
She sucks out my last breath.
I am hers.
Light
pours forth on blinded eyes.
I face the truth of my demise.
I'll not resist, though pain is strong-
The ending notes of one last song.
Deprived of thought, my mind is numb.
At last this final day has come.
The hand of death wraps 'round my throat
As devils cloaked in sorrow float.
Around my body, scorched by sin,
But I won't let the demons in.
The image of your face appears.
I cannot wipe away your tears.
They fall so gently to the ground
They say so much but make no sound.
I reached out toward the brilliant sky,
I've lived enough. Now let me die.