~Gangrelboy~

 

The poem below was written for Lady WhiteCraven. I hope you enjoy it as much as I have.....And you will also find other poems listed below that he has written as well.

 

~My True Love~

What is happening to me?
Where went my ache, my anguish?
She has robbed me of my angst

Shouldn't I pine for my love?
Rather, I am contented

I don't know when I'll see her again

Yet that hardly seems to matter

Centuries no longer seem too long to wait

My whole self is engulfed

I am consumed with our love

It makes no sense, it is madness

I didn't plan on this

I don't think I even wanted this

My whole body tingles

Not the familiar ache of lust

But some strange happiness of love

I wonder if my feelings are returned

I don't care

I am so filled, so happy

I don't think I shall ever want again

How did this happen?
Only one ting yet remains

Something I never even dreamt of before

Do I dare now?
I have no choice

I am made a simpleton by love

My mind would protest

If it thought I would listen

But a man so smitten is not rational

I will make her mine forever

I dreaded the word before now

But I didn't know love eternal

I had no idea before now

Now, I go to make her mine.

 

~How do I make you see~

The day I hurt you

I killed myself

And everytime you remind me

Of your pain, your hurt

I die again

Everytime you ask why

You make my soul bleed

It would be so easy

To make it all go away

Run back into your arms

Forget the truth

Decieve myself

Sweet oblivion

Honey coated lies

Dripping in Temptation

Why do you try me?

Forty days in the Dessert

Forty minutes by your side

Let me die in dignity

Let my body grow cold

So you can heal

And I can live again.

 

~The Letter~

Death sent me an email today

It appears it read that you have died

So if you would kindy log off

I will come to do my duty

However in an effort to improve efficency

I will wait for you to reply

Saves so much on chasing you down

I leaned back and thought for a moment

I didn't feel dead, but how does one know

Who has only been alive

Know what being dead is like?

Seeing no other option

I emptied five shots into my computer

One last squeeze

I always liked the old fasion way.

 

~Sing to me Love~

Sing that I may listen

I want to hear your every word

So I might have voice

Sing the song of life

I need to be alive

Sing a song of hope

Watch my spirit soar

Sing a song of pain

Your comfort will I be

Sing a song of anger

I will seek you vengence

Sing a song of love

Forever I am yours

Sing to me love

Give me a song to hear

And your voice shall not fade

Eternity vanished, immortality gained

My love I implore you

Sing so I might give you voice.

 

~Do you know Me~

You who knew me before I knew myself

You who held me helpless in your arms

Have you ever really seen me

Or only what you want to see?

You watched me grow

But did you watch the roots so closely

That you never saw the fruit?

You have given me much

Never can I repay my debt

But I need my own life

I need to be allowed to fail

I have to get to know me

So that you may know me to.