Sweet Pain

I don't know what is it,
but I can feel it.

I can't give it a name,
but is in my heart.

It squeezes my heart,
whenever it comes.

I want it to stay,
and I want it to disappear.

It's like a lovely feeling,
which rubs my heart.

It's like a sweet pain,
which I want to remember and forget.

You and Me

I feel like a conqueror,
when you are with me.

I hear music in the air,
when you talk to me.

I walk on the clouds,
when you walk with me.

I smell flowers of paradise,
when you are near me.

I am drunk with pleasure,
When your lips kiss me.

Believing

Once I used to see monsters,
under my bed, behind the bushes.

I also used to believe in fairies,
the tooth fairy, and my GOD fairy.

Then the monsters and fairies disappeared,
the years passed by, I grew up

Soon I started seeing things again,
cupid, heart, love, and valentine.

All figments of my imagination,
all stages of a child growing up.

Your Love

Your love makes my life worth living,
the thought of seeing you keeps me going.

The smile on your face brightens my day,
coming back to you, is my only thought all day.

Seeing your face, when I open my eyes,
is my only prayer to God, everytime, everyday.

The fear of losing you and your love,
keeps my heart wondering, what will I do.

The thought of living without you,
so unbearable, I know I will die.

Paradise

When I think of heaven or paradise,
your picture comes up in my mind.

Lying with you on my couch,
moon filtering through the windows.

Listening to music, counting the stars,
the warmth from you giving me joy.

Drowning in those clear beautiful eyes,
nobody around to save me from those depths.

Touching those lips, those petals of rose,
and tasting the nectar from its source.

Kissing the hollow of your neck,
feeling the ecstasy of your love.

Yes, these and more of you,
are my images of a Paradise.

I Love You

I know you have heard all this before,
yes, I will always be there for you.

I will let nobody or nothing harm you,
I will take care of you all my life.

There is only one wish in my life,
I want to to live with you, for you.

You can tell me all your fears,
You can talk to me about your dreams.

I will be yours, even if you are not mine,
I will wait for you till the end of time.

You think, I will get over this feeling soon,
only draining my veins will get you out of me.

I cannot put my love for you in words,
but I can always say, I LOVE YOU.

Me and Her

I have lost myself in her eyes,
I cannot see anyone but only her.

Now she is the only one I know,
I have left the world for her.

She has taken over my soul,
I am no longer myself but her.

When I am with my sweetheart,
nothing and no one exists.

Her face is like a white rose,
no where have I seen such innocence.

When she uncovers her face at night,
the moon fades away from my sight.

I can sit and worship her for eternity,
my eyes can never have enough of her.

She owns me and my heart,
I will follow her anywhere and everywhere.

I have sacrificed everything for her,
and no I don't want anything from her.

Hope

People say that I am a fool,
loving someone who doesn't love me.

I know she may never be mine,
but who will tell this to my heart.

One day she may understand my love,
I dream of such a day too.

She says we can always be friends,
but can we be friends forever.

Someday she will be with someone,
then I'll just be a fading memory.

Maybe I should forget her and move on,
why is this little step so painful, so impossible.

I still hope against all hope,
she will become mine, one day soon.

guilt

Has she forgotten me,
or is she still waiting for me.

I do remember her tearful promises,
when I was leaving her.

She said she will wait for me,
and their could be no one else.

She didn't wanted me to go,
but she said I should.

It is better for my future,
but was it better for us.

Do I really expect her to wait for me,
is her love strong enough.

More importantly, is my love ?
do I even want her to wait for me.

Would it be the same feeling,
when I go back and see her.

Or have we grown apart,
the conversations on phone just formality.

Saying sweet nothings to each other,
to hide our guilt, our frailty.

Do I really still love her,
or am I afraid of breaking a heart.

Can someone tell me,
what to say, what to do.

Should I go meet her,
and find I don't love her.

or should I say good bye,
and keep wondering if I did love her.

You

I forget all my troubles and problems,
when you come running into my arms.

I loose contact with the reality and pain,
when your eyes suck me into their depths.

When I am feeling down in the dumps,
your angelic face lights up my life.

I feel myself on the top of the world,
when your breathtaking beauty is beside me.

I feign anger at your delightful little pranks,
to get the taste of your innocent apologies.

Yes I know, I am evil to make you suffer,
but your heavenly concerned face makes me selfish.

Are you and all this blissful rapture,
is it real or just a fantasy in my mind.

You will be mine in this world and the next,
I pray to God that this be always true.

Because even heaven will be agonizing,
if you are not there, to be with me.

Starry Night

Starry Night

love in the air

you and me

holding hands

jingling of your earrings

your footsteps on the leaves

rustling of your clothes

music to my ears

sitting on the grass

my arms around you

gazing at the stars

your fragrance engulfing me

lost in love

you and me

oblivious of the world

bliss, rapture, ecstasy......

Love of my Life

She is the reason of my being,
seeing her keeps me living.

Just when I had lost all hope of finding someone,
she walked into my heart, becoming the only one.

Her innocent beauty takes my breath away,
her sight revives my soul everyday.

When she looks at me with those gazelle eyes,
my mind leaves this world, breaks all other ties.

The cute little dimples on her cheeks,
the tinkling laugh, makes my knees go weak.

Those sensuous pink lips mesmerize me,
I can't look away, when she talks to me.

Those small pretty hands so delicate,
fits into mine as if designed by fate.

She flows into a room like musical notes,
those dainty little feets, my heart so dotes.

She is not a creature of this earthly abode,
God sent her to me from His heavenly float.

I don't know what I did to deserve her,
but I know, now I cannot live without her.

looking for someone

someone who loves me,
someone who forgives me.

someone who smiles with me,
someone who cries with me.

someone to share a dream,
someone to share an ice cream.

someone to hold me,
someone to console me.

someone who accepts me with my vices,
someone I can spend my life with.

someone who understands me,
someone who listens to my heart.

someone who hides me within her,
someone whose arms are my refuge.

someone with eternal beauty of love,
someone I can grow old and die with.

walk on the beach

You and me, walking into the twilight,
Your hands in mine, your smile so bright.

I watch the waves kissing your feets,
I envy the winds caressing your hair.

The sun waits to catch a glimpse of you,
The moon is out early to bask in your radiance.

You lay your head on my shoulders,
Your heart is beating next to mine.

You come into the circle of my arms,
The cool air making you get closer to me.

We talk about love, we talk about us,
We share dreams of a life together.

We realize nothing needs to be said,
Everything understood without explanation.

The sun leaves, envious of me,
The moonlight dances in ecstasy.

Your beautiful lips are quivering,
But your eyes are the one talking.

They speak the language of love,
Inviting my lips to yours.

The eyes close, as our lips meet,
Locking the world out of our thoughts.

We stay that way for eternity,
Oblivious of anything, lost in love.

anchor

Your warm embrace invigorates my soul,
when the cycle of life takes its toll.

The glint in those beautiful eyes,
sparks up my dreary life.

When I hear your soothing voice,
my throbbing mind finds some quiet.

When demons of reality close in,
your love shields me, saves me.

When my fears drive me crazy,
your smile brings back sanity.

Your presence is my only anchor,
In this turbulence called life.