Lady Cynthia

My hopes, dreams, and thoughts

Where are you?

I wait yet no sign,

where are you? I have no clue,

I only wish you knew that all I think of is you!

I love you yet it is unknown,

If I only had told you, would you be gone??

I sit and await you, feeling so alone.

When you return I shall state all so it shall be

known.

Hide it no more I shall not do,I want you to know

just how much I do love you!!!

 Watching you love her

I observed how you loved her.

Wanting it to be my heart you so desired.

Ah but allas, it twas not mine you so loved.

So yet another day goes by while I watched you

love her...

You talk to her with tenderness and warmth

in your eyes.

I watch you touch her and I silent cry releases,

I close my eyes...

For to be with you as she, I know here it shant be.

But in my dreams tis I your touching,tis I you love.

So I watch you love her and dream....

My feelings I can't control!!!

Every time you walk in to a room, I gasp at the sight of

you it takes me away.

  I gaze on you and watch your every move, Your grace,

 your tenderness.

I look on lovingly wanting you deeply, But yet you are

   anothers. So i keep my distances, aching inside, My

mind wonders and thinks of you.

  I wonder about your touch, your sent, your thoughts, I

 only wished you think of me half of what I think of you.

I close my eyes and can almost feel you near, Your

lovely brown eyes meet mine.

 I imagine you love me as I do you and you caress my

    face, I shiver, but yet   am not cold, I open my eyes.

My heart aches, for you are really not there, So I long

 for you even more deeply.

 My dreams consist of nothing but you, As long as I am

   in them, You are mine, My wonderful love how I love

  dearly.

  I have your friendship when I am awake and I am

   content with it. For any part of you I can I have I shall

take happily!

I stand in the shadows and watch you knowing that you

     are the one   I need, I keep my memories and love

locked in my dreams!!!

Bye Cynthia Martin

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