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Shakespeare Sonnet XLX

Is it they will they image should keep open

My heavy eyelids to the weary night?

Does thou desire my slumbers should be broken,

While shadows, like to thee, do mock my sight?

Is it thy spirit that thou send’st from thee

So far from home, into my deeds to pry;

To find out shames and idle hours in me,

The scope and tenor of they jealousy?

O no! they love, though much, is not so great;

It is my own true love that doth my rest defeat,

To play the watchman ever for thy sake;

For thee watch I, whilst thou doest wake elsewhere,

From me far off, with other all ten near.

Her Touch By Jonn DeMain Jr.

Even when I’m down she comes around and tells me

she is glad to see me and she makes me feel good when

she smiles. When she is not there things are harder

to smile at, Because her touch isn’t there. Her touch isn’t physical,

It is always there when I need it, all I do is think of her and it’s there.

But I wonder if I really touch her that way when I’m not there.

I know I love I her and its the best feeling I have ever had about

someone ut she is gone and I Want something to replace it.

I Wish By Jonn DeMain Jr.

I wish I was a locksmith so I could open the way to your heart.

I wish you would teach me things I only Dreamed about before.

I wish you would let me hold you in my arms when the pain is to much

to handle.

I wish you felt the same way about me as I do for you.

I wish we could be together forever.

I wish dreams did come true because if they did I wouldn’t have to write this

to you.

But if my wishes don’t come true then all I wish for is that you are happy for years to come.

The Dream By Jonn DeMain Jr.

My dreams are always full of love and sorrow but, they change when I met her in my dreams. Her kiss was like the morning dew cool and sweet. There is more I like about her, the way she makes me laugh out loud and the way she listens to me when we talk. But these are but though she has never told me she loves me I know she does and always will.

Does Anyone Ever Miss Me Jonn DeMain Jr.

Does she really ever miss me or is it just something she says to make me feel better? I wish I knew I miss her a lot late at night or early in the morning I miss her, her voice and the way it touches me and the way it sings to me. She tells me one day I will know what I want and what I feel. But I know how I feel I feel alone and weak and helpless like my body is out of control. Why can’t I control it better? Maybe because I don’t know if she really misses me and wants me to herself. I wish I knew, maybe I’ll know if she really misses me when I’m gone.

The Falling Darkness By Jonn DeMain Jr.

The day disappears as the night falls like a curtain, containing millions of souls behind it. Things seem different with each new night. As the night moves on and morning draws the curtain , they run in fear of it and they never turn to look back. The curtain is closed again and the night begins again to twist and turn with rage and they return, just as if they were never gone. The darkness will never be the same again as long as there among us.

I Tried Calling By Jonn DeMain Jr.

I picked up the phone and I was afraid to dial the number afraid of the answer I would get if I were to ask her if she would try to love me. That night I had a dream I called her and asked her and she said yes but, then I woke up and it wasn’t real. Then I tried again that evening and I couldn’t dial the number so I just sat and cried I was so mad at myself because I was so afraid and I fell asleep that evening I dreamed all over again and I called again and she said yes and I woke up with a smile and all was gone just like the night before.

Guardian Angel By Jonn DeMain Jr.

Someone took her before I knew her before she could spread her wings.

So young not able to speak, not ever knowing her thoughts.

She left this world, but the story lives on in my heart and soul.

I wish she were here my Guardian Angel.

"Our Littlest Angel"

Jonnelle Lynne DeMain

December 10, 1978 - February 10, 1979

Deep Down in My Heart By Jonn DeMain Jr.

Deep down in my heart I think I love someone who is far in distance but not in thought. She makes me laugh and want to cry because she has to go away. But she tells me that if it was meant to be then we will be together and that makes me feel good. Deep down my heart says this is someone special who really would take care of me and tell me that she loved me. This person would let me take care of her when she does not feel good or when she has a bad day. I want to know this someone because, deep down in my heart I think she was meant for me but, I wonder will she ever feel that way to.

She Whispers By Jonn DeMain Jr.

She whispers things to me that no one else will understand but me. She tells me that the only time she’s not alone is when she with me. She whispers things to me that she never tells another soul. She tells me that I make her laugh and give her happiness that she was unable to find before she found me. She whispers that things could happen between us but, she doesn’t know when this will ever happen. She tells me when I’m holding her that she loves me. She says she sees me standing there when I’m not there. She lets me know that can do anything I want to. But she died not telling me she would be gone when I woke and my dreams would be over.

Would You Laugh At Me? By Jonn DeMain Jr.

Would you laugh at me if I said? Please hold me in your arms when I cry until the pain goes away.

Would you laugh at me if I said? All I want is to have you near me right now.

Would you laugh at me if I said? I think of you every waking hour.

Would you laugh at me if I said? I call you because your voice makes me feel good inside.

Would you laugh at me if I said? To be close to you makes me feel good inside.

Would you laugh at me if I said? I dream of you every night.

Would you laugh at me if I said? I feel lonely when you’re not around me.

Would you laugh at me if I said? You make me happy when we talk.

Would you laugh at me if I said? I think I love you and I always will for a long time to come.

Would you laugh at me if I said? I would die in your arms.

Paradise is Lost By Jonn DeMain Jr.

Paradise is lost when the rain doesn’t come anymore and sun shines to bright for me to see you.

I wish it would just go away.

Paradise is lost when you get called away by somebody in the next room or when the phone rings and it for you.

Paradise is lost when someone puts you down or takes you away from me and I just want you for myself I hope that’s not to selfish of me.

Paradise is never lost when our hearts speak to each other and I understand every word that is spoken in plain english.